Just Us.
- +18452359374: hey
- DatSpikD: wat r u doin?
- +18452359374: nothing
- DatSpikD: are u allowed out?
- +18452359374: Idk probably not..
- DatSpikD: k well can u find out?
- +18452359374: can i ask later?
- DatSpikD: yea
- +18452359374: K
- DatSpikD: i miss u babyyyy<33333
- +18452359374: i miss you to. and im pretty sure we had a deal that if you LIE and say your going to school and don't, then i dont see you?
- DatSpikD: ok if that was the deal then i guess i wont see u today
- +18452359374: okay
- DatSpikD: maybe 2morrow:/
- +18452359374: maybe
- +18452359374: and im pretty sure we had ANOTHER deal that you broke...big surprise..
- about saturday?
- DatSpikD: yea i know
- DatSpikD: i have no excuse
- +18452359374: sucks
- DatSpikD: ...sorry
- +18452359374: ive heard that before
- DatSpikD: yea i know its not enough
- +18452359374: it would be if you ment it
- DatSpikD: but i do :.(
- +18452359374: mhm if only you acted like it
- DatSpikD: well im sorry im not perfect kerry
- +18452359374: um okay? neither am i..but yet i can still keep a promise? makes alotta sence..
- DatSpikD: i know
- +18452359374: kthen
- +18452359374: and it really sucked, cause i actually believed you* especially about today..
- DatSpikD: i know u did thats y i feel shitty kuz i lied to u...again
- +18452359374: then why do you do it if it makes you "feel like shit"?! like i dont evenn get ittt
- DatSpikD: i dont want to do it..it just happens
- +18452359374: oh right, it just...happens.
- too bad that cant happen
- like you could atleast tell me that you dont want to go, and if your not going to
- DatSpikD: i know i kould but if i do u get madd and if i dont tell u, u get mad anyway kuz i lied
- +18452359374: yeah, but i would never get mad at you for telling me the truth. i wont be happy, but i wont be as mad as i get when you just lie about it.
- DatSpikD: yea but thats hurt me more when ur unhappy because all i want is for u to be happy but sometimes i cant always make u happy its hard.
- +18452359374: like you get mad when i lie? try that everydayyyyy! and just cuz i beg you to go, doesnt mean lie and say you will, even though your not going to
- DatSpikD: and i know that all i have to do is go to school like everyone else..and idk wat else to do
- +18452359374: um heres an idea...GO FOR ONCE!
- DatSpikD: i do go and u pretty much make me go another day n matter how much i dont want to
- +18452359374: i cant make you do anything. yeah, i begggg you to go..thats just cause i really want to see you, sorry for being so selfish. just wanted to see my boyfriend
- DatSpikD: and i just want to see u too just not in school and u make me do just about everything....idk wat u want me to do
- +18452359374: if i was able to make you, id make you go everyday. like today? so i obviousallt can not MAKE you go
- +18452359374: nothing. okay? you dont have to anything for me anymore. sorry for bothering you
- DatSpikD: kerry stop
- DatSpikD: ur making it seem like i cheated on u...not going to school isnt a big deal...the problem is that i led about going
- DatSpikD: ur not bothering me also
- +18452359374: ok um no. im nit acting like you cheated on me. and your right its not a big deal. so im done. and obviousally i am if its "not a big deal" so okay cool
- DatSpikD: no me lying to u is a big deal its something i have a problem with but going to school do u really want to fight about it?
- +18452359374: i dont wanna fight about anything. but you dont see it how i do. so its not going to change your mind. so fine, i dont care if you go to school anymore.
- +18452359374: just dont expect me to put effort into seeing you either
- DatSpikD: ok i wont
- +18452359374: ok cool
- DatSpikD: soo are we done fighting?
- +18452359374: does it matter? im still gonna be upset, and your still not gonna give two shits. sooo eh, why not..
- DatSpikD: do u honestly think that i dont care if ur upset or not
- DatSpikD: like do u seriously think that after all the times ive cried just because ur were madd
- +18452359374: yeah
- +18452359374: crying doesnt prove that your sorry devin, it just means your sad. you have to prove your "sorry" and you never do. just saying sorry doesnt fix shit anymore
- DatSpikD: i know but its not like im a fuckin genuis kerry sometimes i need u to tell me wat to do to make it better
- +18452359374: well i did tell you what i wanted you to do.
- but im done making you do shit. if you cared enough, you'd do it on your own
- DatSpikD: your right..
- +18452359374: great
- DatSpikD: maybe i should do it on my own
- DatSpikD: then again maybe not
- +18452359374: wow really..
- DatSpikD: yea really i might need ur help still...
- +18452359374: can you please stop.
- DatSpikD: stop wat...
- +18452359374: nevermind. im done fighting.
- this is fucking stupid
- DatSpikD: well i was done a long time ago
- +18452359374: well then why are you confusing me?
- what do you mean by you should do it on your own?
- DatSpikD: nvm it doesnt even matter
- +18452359374: well it does to me
- DatSpikD: its like ur still with me but im on my own...again
- +18452359374: with what?
- and your not on your own, im trying to help you, but you dont see it home i do. so im just wrong
- DatSpikD: ur not wrong and if thats how u feel then y wouldnt u tell me how u feel so i can at least understand
- +18452359374: i try devin!! but no matter how i say it, you dont agree. so i dont see a point in trying to convinse you anymore.
- DatSpikD: see wat i mean u never tell me how u feel u just avoid it no wonder i dont agree with anything
- +18452359374: um no. i do tell you. i just stop. cause you dont agree...i think you should go to school, you dont think so. nothings gonna change it
- DatSpikD: well tell me how u see it
- DatSpikD: kerry
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- +18452359374: that you should be in school, everyday, like everybody else has to be. you already know what i think .we've gone through this a trillion times
- DatSpikD: ok so i did know that but how can i make it better
- +18452359374: um by going? you already knew that two.
- but you dont want to
- DatSpikD: ur right i dont want to but sometimes i still might go
- +18452359374: yeah i know... like you've been doing..
- DatSpikD: u know thats the reason we fight so much because u bring up shit we fought abou in the past over and over
- +18452359374: um like what?
- DatSpikD: me not going to school
- +18452359374: um no. im telling you how i feel like you just told me to!! and you dont agree so you get mad at mee
- DatSpikD: no i agreed 100% with u and im not madd but idk i dont really want to fight anymore please
- +18452359374: Fine.
- DatSpikD:
- +18452359374: Feelings mutual
- DatSpikD: wat?
- +18452359374: Nothing
- DatSpikD: ok?
- +18452359374: Ya.
- DatSpikD: so do u want me to go 2morrow?
- DatSpikD: y did i even ask obviously u do
- +18452359374: ? yeah... sooo just know that no matter what i want you to go more than anything. and you can deside
- DatSpikD: k
- DatSpikD: <3
- +18452359374:
- DatSpikD: send it again
- +18452359374:
- DatSpikD: its not showing up again
- +18452359374: I LOVE YOU..
- DatSpikD: ohh ok
- DatSpikD: i love u 2 baby
- DatSpikD: sometimes i just dont feel like being alive and that i dont deserve u
- DatSpikD: it hurts to think that u deserve someone that wont lie to u
- +18452359374: WHY? you need to stop thinking that your not good enough you are, your perfect. and i never said i deserve someone who wont lie. and it hurts when you lie too..
- DatSpikD: im nowhere near perfect not even close...and u never needed to say it stuff like that goes without saying and i know it hurts
- +18452359374: well i do need to say it if its true, obviousally.
- cause thats not true. if it was, i wouldn't be with you. but i amm arent i?
- DatSpikD: i guess...
- +18452359374: you guess? ummmm no lol
- you know so.: ]
- DatSpikD: maybe
- +18452359374: stopppp im sorry
- DatSpikD: y are u sorry?
- DatSpikD: its not ur fault i was the one who lied not u
- DatSpikD: i just feel like ashamed of myself
- DatSpikD: for treating u badd
- +18452359374: you didnt treat me bad
- DatSpikD: i lied
- +18452359374: i'm sorry if i make it seem that way sometimes
- DatSpikD: u dont
- DatSpikD: thats how it is
- DatSpikD: plain and simple
- +18452359374: No. remember i lied to you before!?
- DatSpikD: when?
- DatSpikD: i dont remember that ever
- +18452359374: about the cj thing when i erased our convo.
- you said it was lying
- remember?!
- DatSpikD: well u had a right to i would have got mad
- DatSpikD: plus it is ur fone
- DatSpikD: and i should have trusted u anyway
- +18452359374: So? Your my boyfriend. You should be able to see whatever you want!
- DatSpikD: and ur my girlfriend but u dont need a guy thats gunna get jealous just for talking to ur friend
- +18452359374: yes i do.
- DatSpikD: no u have a life to and ever since we started dating u have lost like 3 maybe 4 friends
- DatSpikD: all because of me
- DatSpikD: im ruining ur life
- +18452359374: no you arent, not even close.
- and they obviousally weren't good friends, if they stoped being friends with me because of us. so it was worth it
- DatSpikD: no it isnt ur friends are important im just a lying pothead im never gunna change ur better off leaving and finding some1 better kerry
- +18452359374: is that what you want?
- DatSpikD: never...
- DatSpikD: i want u to be happy
